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We've lost ourselves...

2010-08-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

"...and though we've tried, we can't deny, we're left as shells, we've lost a fight. And we had magic, and this is tragic..." You lost me, Christina Aguilera.I'm listening to her now, and out of her entire album Bionic, this song seems to have the most meaningful lyrics, as though she is trying to relay something to the world, but she's stuck for words. It's tragic for us humans to be unable to

2010-04-30T08:44:00.001+08:00

I: sorry I know I owe you a response. Hope you understand.Writing shouldn’t be this hard, but it’s been getting more and more difficult lately to commit anything down on paper, or even express anything in my head vocally, to anyone.I was going to tell you that I just had some tea and took some paracetemol. That I have some things to give to charity which have been sitting at the end of the bed

2.30 in the morning

2010-03-04T10:29:00.002+08:00

Greetings from a less-than-motivated person :)I'm not using my spectacles atm. Should I be? I wonder if my eyesight is going to get worse by the time I'm 30. if I'm not dead yet. You know, I've realised that I always do that. When I talk about the future, I'll usually have a well-that's-if-i'm-dead-yet clause at the end. I don't think it's negative at all, it's just stating facts, although I've

Procrastination and Distraction

2007-04-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

Me and ziemah, well actually I told aziemah, maybe it would be a good idea to make use of this waste of space after all. :)And so, let's see if it works. :DNo more are we in lower six, *sniff sniff* oh I do miss those days. But now we have been sent off to UK and are undergraduates; poor, stressed out, but loving-life, undergraduates. Lucky for those first years. I, on the other hand, have to

hehehehhhhh

2007-03-05T01:17:00.000+08:00

hey =)i just need to update cos i didn't want the last post on this dead site to be a such a downer. i wonder if any of you 2 have ever considered deleting some of your posts, or indeed in ireve's case, delete the whole blog? heh.i guess with blogs, what you've written, once you've written them is out there for the world to see. regardless if they're actually seen, but you've lost control over

Brunei Darussalam

2005-12-23T21:12:00.000+08:00

Back to Brunei for XMas holidays!Nyahehehe, how is the cold wintry wind there in UK? While we here bask in the warm sunshine? :pBrunei hasn't changed much, except for the construction along the Airport Road and the new blue signs at my nearest roudabout. The country is still serene, quiet and filled with people bumming around.Or our friends bumming around. Lucky people. Beah is off at Singapore,

Us.

2005-11-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

Ziemah came over last weekend, and she told me to check out the blogs. (We had a great time that weekend though, picking Don's prezzie out and whatnot. Hope he loves it.)So I did check it out and everything else and I realised how 'ketinggalan' we've been. The blogs still refer to us as lower 6s in Maktab Sains. Gosh. Makes you think how long ago was that. What happened during those years? What

schoooool

2005-07-02T22:52:00.000+08:00

i was online and i just realised we have a blog site. like i completely forgot. when i checked it out, it seemed like we all forgot! so little umm, blogs. hehe. so i figured i'll brighten this place up a bit. where's the lampu? hahahaha. uhrhr.had cross country today. it was fun. my throat is hoarse from screaming. seriously, laksamana needs more enthusiasm. no worries, i still love my house and

DEAD

2005-01-24T21:53:00.000+08:00

Just realised that this site is close to extinction. We need to give life to it once more. Hehe. Missing you two over there. Do take care and don't eat too much. Later, you cannot fit the airplane seat when you're coming back. Payah tia, sikit. :p uhrhr. Take care babes.

FOOD

2004-12-12T16:20:00.000+08:00

i want an appetite! haha. does that make sense? i want to eat home food; food i've been craving for. but since i came home, i havent had a real meal. and today is my 5th day already! gila kali. everytime i eat something, i wna throw up. EW! and i've already had sushi.. but im not satisfied! even california maki didnt do the trick! :S the girls will be boarding the plane in an hour, i should

TABAM!

2004-12-04T02:21:00.000+08:00

i just felt like saying that. no, really. okay. so.. i gained weight. here, i am trying to convince myself.. that i havent gained weight. im still the same. i mean, hey, no change. i feel the same.. but i guess sometimes you just dont notice. and im like in one of my jeans from home.. and. :S nevermind. ANYWAYS. HOME IS IN FOUR days. FOUR! down from FIFTY-EIGHT! FOUR! WHUU~ :D i am so looking

Sluggish

2004-10-20T01:03:00.000+08:00

Feeling sluggish, after gym. didnt even feel like working out at all. sat down half the time, doing nothing. nyeh. maybe its cause its almost HALFTERM! :D :D :D meeting mot and tasha, yinyee and diyana, syaza and syandra! OMG! i cant wait! and might be seeing anthony too! whee~ not much to say. life's as usual..

post-exeat

2004-10-05T16:19:00.000+08:00

wrote a post. and the network decided to go blah. haha. i miss u mot. love.

i miss..

2004-09-19T02:38:00.000+08:00

I MISS HOME. and everyone. i dont quite like it here! and i want a school laptop so i can get online in my own room! sigh.

2004-08-30T11:05:00.000+08:00

My daddy's junior at the office has been mailing me abt little, little things which has absolutely nothing to do with me!! It's so annoying! I was out all day yesterday.. came home around 12midnight and ate, then slept in Vince's! hehe! he had to use the single bed while i comfortably slept on the big one =) that's what i love about our rooms, there are more than one bed! :D i will miss my room.

Everything

2004-08-29T12:32:00.000+08:00

I'm touched.. thanks for everything, everyone! :')

College

2004-08-27T12:33:00.000+08:00

In College, you learn you really can do things for yourself without your parents looking over your shoulder - but you also learn you never realized how nice it was to have them there, just in case. Today, I shall stay home all day. And just bum around. Tomorrow shall be a busy day. I'm gon go to the dentist, then MoE to pick up the ticket then off I go for a visit to my hairdresser. And the guys

Shu Qi

2004-08-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

I'm talking to my ex-classmate, Nubli, and he's.. hehe! :P He asked if I remember what my other ex-classmate used to call me. I didn't. Rupanya it was "Ireve Sui Chabo" hahaha! :P And he says the girl in my pic looks like Shu Qi.. lol? hehehe! :D At the same time, I'm talking to Jiiiiq and he's spoiling me!! :P That guy's got one of the most gorgeous pairs of eyes I've ever seen! I fell in love

Mummy

2004-08-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

My mum's been nagging me to do serious shopping.. Tadi she walked in and said, "Okay, I'll come with you!" I turned around right that moment! Like, really?!?! And she continued, "Imma stay with you for a year or two, so I can cook for you.. look after you.." Omg, stop! I swear a huge drop of tear was forming.. I wanted to cry.

The Urge..

2004-08-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

.. to post! Hehe! Hey! :D I'm still lacking sleep.. There's just so much to do.. And I am on the verge of exploding, hehe! Kidding! I just need to shop properly now.. I mean, I've been shopping for useless things.. when really, I should be buying the neccessities for college, which by the by is about.. 3 weeks away! I haven't even posted my school forms.. Oh God! Maybe tomorrow.. Eh wait. Okay,

vegeta-what?

2004-08-13T21:41:00.000+08:00

Ituh mot excited ya? Warna-warni postnya ituh. Bisa dibilangin yang dia tuh excited bener.. baru aja dapat laptop baru.. Gue sama juga ya! Tadi gue baru aja copy some songs from some CDs into the laptop which I shall be taking to Cheltenham.. Haven't mentioned Chelt here.. I can't believe it's really happening.. Anyways, in no mood to post. Past few days have been great.. Hectic, but yeah. I had

The Big Two-Zero

2004-08-09T12:29:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOHNSON! I was at school for a total of 10minutes tadi.. came for the last few minutes of Math, Teacher wasn't in and got told the Principal and Miss ZT weren't in! So much for taking the trouble to go! And they didn't bother to text me to tell me both of them weren't in.. then what was my purpose of going? Oh, right, to see the Principal. Sheesh. I am abit annoyed cause I had to

Frats

2004-08-08T23:13:00.000+08:00

I just had Frats pizza and i feel so full. I dont like Calamari Fritti.. inda nyaman =S I'm now chatting sma Sanny he's so cute! Hehe :) Lovely Miss Mot just went off to sleep. I told her, 8.45am tmw morn sharp, I'll be honking for her and I expect her to be at the door waiting for her ride! We gon go school tmw to see the proncipal! Oh I just said proncipal! hahahha! :P Entah malas to post..

Bespectacled

2004-08-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

Remember the GP Data Analysis Test I've been whining about? Well, we were supposed to sit for it today right? Hehe, and GP was right after recess.. we spotted Miss from afar and someone or was it yours truly? suggested we close the door and switch off everything and EVERYONE HEADS DOWN!! Pretend you're fast asleep!! Hehe! That was silly! So there we were, heads on the table, and we just couldn't

2004-08-06T06:34:00.000+08:00

I am bored.. It's 6.22am. I know. It's a Friday and I'm up this early.. to think I slept abit in Chem extra yesterday afternoon. :) I actually got up at around 4.30am tadi.. and I thought today was some school day.. Fell asleep quite early last night, Thursday night wasted. My brothers are about to go for a jog! HAHA! They're on this fitness program which I predict will last for another coupla

hurrah!

2004-08-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

it seriously has been AGES! right this moment, it's about 6minutes to 12midnight, and I'm waiting for 12 so I can be one of the first to msg JIRIN!! hehe hmmm should I also msg Jeemot's Daddy? :P It's his birthday, too! :P We'll all be going back to the hospy after Chemistry extra class today.. for the Mantoux Test thing.. And also the chest x-ray! Speaking of which Mr. Chem was kinda furious

Almost Heaven

2004-07-08T14:24:00.000+08:00

Waduhhh, saya depress ya hari-hari. Jeemot pasti sudah expRet dlm hal-hal saya. Okay, wth. Hehe! I'm at BAE with Don in front of me. While Azam and Jee are at their MP Meeting. Waduh, they wouldn't skip it for anything.. mereka MP sejati ya! Don wants to eat his orange but there's no tong sampah around.. hehe. I'm currently chatting sama Syaza. We're talking about durians.. haha *pinches nose*

Something Wonderful~

2004-07-01T15:05:00.000+08:00

I've been gone for so long! ;P Holland lost!! :( But it's okay since they kicked Sweden out of Euro. It'll be a long time til I get to see Ibrahimovic again! Hehe :P Ibrahimovic!! Anyways. Masa holidays all I did was go out, sleep, come to school for that ASEAN Quiz thing which is fortunately over & done with and also watch lotsa Euro!! After France got beaten by Greece, I couldn't go back to

holidays!

2004-06-25T19:08:00.000+08:00

There is seriously something wrong with my computer. I think it has been hit with the Trojan virus or something. Everything is messed up and even after defragmenting the hard drive thingy, its still messed up. Definitely faster, but still messed up. Anyway. So how's the holidays so far? So sorry I couldn't go for the wet bouncer. It would be fine elevating once in a while. Hehe. I went out

Maktab Sains all the way!!!!!!!!!

2004-05-30T20:57:00.000+08:00

Um, what happened to Ireve?!?!? Why is it that me and aziemah are the only people posting? We need excitement!!!! Not like I'm saying we aren't exciting ourselves, but...yeah you get the point. Do you madam? Hehe. MAKTAB SAINS made it to the finals!!! Need you guys to like pray we stand on the champion's spot after the debate. Because...everybody is like pressurizing us and we can get it. Yessh!

on the verge

2004-05-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

Listening to black, black heart. Haven't heard it for a while. And tried singing along to Anggun. I should seriously consider giving up my singing career for the time being. ;p Haven't seen these two for awhile-which is probably my fault; I'm all over the place! Semi-finals are on the 27th and we are so nervous and I can't think straight and am draining myself out. HAVE TO WIN. Not like we can't

I is the very tired-ing

2004-05-13T18:26:00.000+08:00

Wow. It's been so long since I've started blogging.Ehehe, nothing much's been going on. Too malas to type. Been xtra xtra xtra busy. Ehehe, you know when you're so busy and involved in stuff, you feel like a business woman.Siuk eh. And you get to wear suits and stuff. Hehehe. And like you talk business-like-ly. Ehehe. Use big, Big, BIg, BIG words. Like fallacious, disingenous, sea of felacy -

Interrresting..

2004-05-10T03:17:00.000+08:00

Apparently, I've got to hand in my Stats folder later, Momot told me. Sigh. I haven't fixed it so maybe I'm gon jus do it later in school, too lazy now and basically, not in the mood. Note the time. I feel so sick cause I stuffed myself silly during dinner. We had KFC, Pizza Hut, etc. I don't even wna think about food anymore.. I want cake though.. hehe :P H's been super nice, in a diff way,

The Reason

2004-05-09T15:33:00.000+08:00

Javen's messing with the digi and being plain silly, hehe! Hmm, I'm too lazy to type. Lets try. Yesterday was Saturday, kids. Hrhrhr :) I went to school at 12pm and stayed for about 11minutes before going off to grab a bite. I didn't have bfast so yeah. I went to see the girls, but they'd gone off to some debate. Instead I saw the guys.. so talked to them for abit. We're supposed to be audience

COOL BANGET is...

2004-05-06T18:44:00.000+08:00

...Jeemot! Didn't you all just love that last post?!! I loved it! Yeah, abit lame in the intro, but it picked up right after that first paragraph! WOOHOO~ you rock! :) And I don't know how come you didn't fall in love with any of the mobs you went to see! OH BOY! haha :P When was the last time I posted? :P More than a week ago, not bad hehe. So.. uhm, yeah. Lets start with this week. Monday was

Listen, little child..

2004-04-27T17:49:00.000+08:00

I'm so tired! :P Like, when am I not? heehee. I finally went to bed 2hrs after the last post and had to get up at 6.20am for school. Amazingly, the day wasn't as long as I thought it would be. Maybe because we didn't have to sit down and listen to teacher teach for both Chem and Bio. We had Pracs instead so it was okay. Bio Prac ended at around half past two and then I stayed till 4.30pm. That

Candyskins

2004-04-26T01:51:00.000+08:00

I just had a shower. I know, I know, it's bad to shower at this time.. I can't help it, I'm getting used it. Sometimes, I just feel like it, y'know? :) Anyways. Rupanya I am capable of being a workaholic jua.. like once in a blue blue blue moon! I was organising my folders and doing a little bit of work dari 7pm! hehe, till around 12.30am :D I now have a proper Chem folder and ummm Bio folder (

Slumber

2004-04-25T12:59:00.000+08:00

I was dog-tired yesterday. Went to bed at 5am and slept till 20 past 6, when I had to get up for school. It was alright, hey, I actually think when I lack sleep, I'm more awake in school hehe. But by 12.30pm all I wanted to do was hit the bed. But I also "wanted" to stay back.. I don't know! Strange.. and so stay back, I did. Till 4.30pm. Sent Jeemahmuts to the waiting bay. Then stayed abit with

We don't say goodbye~

2004-04-23T19:20:00.000+08:00

I haven't been feeling too well, so I slept all day today. Wasted my whole afternoon. I don't feel like sleeping tonight so I think Imma stay up all night, doing the Biology Assignment and Stats. That should be fun, hrhr. I haven't been doing much work, in my mind it's 'holiday soon, who cares!' but where did that come from?! School break's not until June! haha! Anyways. I'm such a disappointment

WADUH MBAK!

2004-04-22T18:03:00.000+08:00

I have a slight headache. Sliiiiiiight. It was so hot wah. And and I stayed back at school till 4.30pm. Had Chem from 12.30pm till 1.30pm. Gue pennnnning sih! And today's my adik's birthday: SLAMAT ULANG TAHUN DEK!! Oh ya, makasih Jeemahmuts, it's non-existent. Gue akan benerin spelling itu ya, jangan khuatir mbak! Eh karang saja ya, gue bener-bener pening! Daaaa!

~Pornstar Lippies

2004-04-21T15:40:00.000+08:00

Today was such a bad day. Not really, hehe! It was just kinda warm, but isn't everyday like that? Or maybe even warmer. During recess, me and Jeemahmuts went to the career exhibition thing in the hall. Same old thing, I'm sure we've been to tens of exhibitions like this one. And then rushed off to Physics. Inda jadi di library so we had to have it in a Math room. Panas! We did abit of work. Then

Cos I'm too lazy to care...

2004-04-21T00:40:00.000+08:00

It's needing so much of my effort to keep it going. And frankly, I'm getting pretty tired and bored of the whole thing. Haha. Entah ehhhhh. Mahunya gue critakan, tetapi.. malas! Oh yeah! Jeemahmuts told me over MSN she loves/loved my lips~ hahaha :P Malu eh, cause teacher saw my cute little tube of gloss and started asking me questions :P And then everyone around the table joined in and yeah. Oh

Beautifool*

2004-04-20T17:16:00.000+08:00

Just let us go back to the labs for classes! The normal classrooms are just too hot to be in, it's unbearable! Urgh. All our classes were in normal classrooms, except Chem. Double free periods were hell too, it was just so hot! hehe :P Urgh, gotta prepare for tmw's debate thing. And I have Phy hwk to do. I just woke up :P And I'm bored. I'm gna go eat! Ta! It's nothing; it's just hard to keep me

So, how's the weather?

2004-04-19T14:14:00.000+08:00

Today's so bloody hot! I'm so glad I didn't stay back at school! I desperately wanted to come home and Chem was so tiring. We couldn't use the lab cause the fifth formers were having their Prac exams so yeah. We went to an empty Math room, the room next to m's! hehe :P And then we got kicked out of the room cause some people wanted to use it. We moved to another Math room. At the corner. HOT! And

Let the Music Heal Your Soul...

2004-04-19T05:47:00.000+08:00

Put on some Kylie~ Shake that thinggggg~ hehe what the! Take a look at the time!! hehe :) I need to go pakai baju in abit. I just showered. Hehehe :) Oh I nearly forgot today's a Monday! What do we have for first two? Physics. Then double Stats. Then 4 periods of Chemistry. Ohhhh! Then baliks rumah, tidurrrr~ hehe that's what I do alot. Anyways, have a great Monday and great week ahead,

I don't need you now~

2004-04-18T18:08:00.000+08:00

Oh boy, it's a Monday tomorrow! :'( This weekend seem so short.. Where did I stop? Friday.. I don't remember now. Then Saturday. Oh we had GP! Hamiz, Yin Yee, Mei Ann and I are in the debate team for this TV programme production thingy. The programme's gna be a debate thing and we gon do the whole filming shit. Me and Mei Ann are the oppositions. And the motion sucks. And we need everything

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2004-04-16T12:38:00.000+08:00

It's Ron's Birthday todayyyyy!! So.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BOY! Have a blast!! xoxo.

Morning sunshine!

2004-04-16T12:30:00.000+08:00

I woke up super early this morning! It was around 10, I think. Showered. Had bfast. And here I am. I'm so tiredddd~ yawn. Oh yeah, did I mention my car's gna go for production soon? LOL. I designed a car in D&T yesterday and it's gna be cut out from a "special" block of wood, which cause BND$45 hehe. For just a block of wood and the wheels, I think. Dumdeedumdum~ So proud cause I designed the car

AAA found me!!

2004-04-15T19:39:00.000+08:00

AMIELAZIMAFFLON found me :P Cowok inih dulu sering datang ke rumah gue tetapi skarang nggak lagi, gimana jadi begitu sih?! I haven't seen you in ages boi!! We go out soon yeah! :) xxooxx.

Strawberry-vanilla ice cream socks~

2004-04-15T17:55:00.000+08:00

Oh oh oh OAG's coming in July!! hehe. I'm so tired, I wna sleeeeeeeep, so does that mean I won't be going over to Paul's? But I so wanna see G!! Oh well. Today, for the first time in my entire life, I wore diff. coloured socks. hehe on my right foot, it was white and on my left, it was pink!! teehee! It was actually a dare. Momot and Jojjy said they were gna wear only one sock and one black +

It's in your eyes~

2004-04-14T17:40:00.000+08:00

I just came home!! hehehe I've been such a wild kid.. hehe. Tadi aku main sama si Ajjot, adik Ka Jeemot! ;) Before that I jalan-jalan sama my kawan. Ngalih ku eh! Then Johnson came pick me up sama Paul and Janet. Lama sudah inda jumpa si Paul and he kept on looking into my eyes, malu ku hehe :P He says I have nice eyes that's why si G terpikat HAHAHAHAHAHA! Actually, I love his eyes, Paul's eyes,

Danke!!

2004-04-13T18:45:00.000+08:00

My day at school was wild.. crazy.. silly.. laugh-y hehe! I was so so hyper and thanks to Momot who put up with my lame jokes and my sudden burst of laughter :P Today so fine!! We had assembly tadi pagi and it was hell boring but hey, I got to talk to Beautifulah! She's so.. lawa, hehe. My prettiest friend. Anyways. I'm hungryyy~ Oh man, I just remember I have GP hwk due tmw. Byk lagi tu.. sigh.

Through the rain~

2004-04-13T04:49:00.000+08:00

If you're bored, click here. Then type Ivy, and you get this: Life Should Taste As Good As Ivy. If you type Ireve, this appears: Grab Life by the Ireve. Finally, if you type Ivey, you get The Ivey That Refreshes. Subject to changes. HAHA! I am boreddd! Note the time. I just showered. I'm bored. I was woken up by my mob. at around 1am and I've been awake since. It's all good though because I

Don't touch my bumbum!

2004-04-12T17:14:00.000+08:00

I stayed up all night (exaggerated) to do Bio just to find out so many people didn't even do theirs! Hehe but it's okay cause it means they gotta finish theirs in less than 24hours while I'm (29+9)% done! hehe :P LLLame-ot. Today we had Chem Prac in the morning, as usual. Sir wanted to show us some "tricks" (HAHA!) so he made the class crowd around his bench. I stood next to Ibu Momot and she

Anak Indon Sejati

2004-04-10T12:43:00.000+08:00

Gue anak indon sejati! :D Anyways. Today's Sports Day for everyone MS but for Ireve, it's holiday. I've been online since 7am or so, hehe, yeah, I actually decided not to sleep in. I haven't been up before 7 on weekends in yonkers! I think it's because I always stay up late. Sheesh. ~Ku petik binnntanggggg, untuk kau simpan!~ hehe, I crave for Malay songs! :P And I can't seem to satisfy the

Januari..

2004-04-09T10:22:00.000+08:00

I miss writing a "good" post :P Let me try now. Momot's sitting for her entrance test today, maybe even now? She was pretty stressed out yesterday but I know she's gna do fine. She worries too much! Hehe! Momot skipped Chem afternoon class so that made class even more boring. But I pulled through. I was going through abdominal pain too HEEHEE! I love Biology. Anyways. During class, I was already

shopping!

2004-04-04T18:35:00.000+08:00

I went on a shopping spree today~ hehe and i got myself a white top and new slip-ons amongst other things! Lawa~ hehe anyways, yea. Bored. Ta! xoxo, pacar superstar hehe!

fly away~

2004-03-27T17:16:00.000+08:00

Got a text msg at around 4.55am tadi and it was from Ron. He left for KL sudah.. It was kinda sad cause I thought he was still at camp and didn't know he was gna leave so soon! :( Classes start on Monday and my work is no where near completion. Bah, I'm out.

bobot's back!

2004-03-25T17:28:00.000+08:00

My left ear piercing is retarded. I got my ears pierced only like a coupla years ago (!!) and had to re-do my left one cause the hole 'disappeared'. Piercing them ears, in the first place, wasn't exactly a good idea afterall. I hardly put on earrings, even if I do, it'll only be for a really, really short while. It's just not my thing, I guess. But tadi I put the earrings (peace sign!) back on

physically scarred for life

2004-03-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

I'm physically scarred for life. On my face. Will be confining myself to the house from now on. Have tutition later though, damn. Yea, Ziemah should have went to cross country...haha, had a good time cheering for Laksamana. I'm still scarred though. Is that how u spell scarred?

nine nine nine

2004-02-22T17:06:00.000+08:00

It's been agessssssss!! Since the last time I actually had the time to come on.. National Day is tomorrow and all the night practises (sp?) will be history. Quite sad cause it's been fun, tho rough at the beginning. Still fun, overall. So much has happened. The thing I've been "waiting" for has finally happened.. Well, I can't exactly say waiting, hence the "...". But it's all good. Well, I don't

SMIT to the TEN

2004-02-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

My Friday 13th. 1. I woke up to a phone call a lil after midnight. Talked till about 3+am then konked out, almost immediately. 2. Woke up pretty early to yet another call. At around 8? Went back to sleep abit. Got out of bed at 10+am. 3. Msgd with a friend? Aaaaaaaaaand it was oh good god, amazing! :D I felt so so so so so good! 4. Got ready to jalan. Took forever for them to turn up. Went for

Hakuna matata~

2004-02-11T16:49:00.000+08:00

The only thing that's keeping me sane (and awake) is the fact that there will be no lessons at all tmw! Including the Chemistry Theory from 12.30 till 1.30pm! Because of Choir! I hate that thing, yet love it all the same. On school days, choir just somehow drains my enery and takes the life out of me, really. But since we're not going ot be in class tmw, then yay! It is just too tiring. Skipped

SMILING STAR!

2004-02-07T15:03:00.000+08:00

040204: I am desperately looking forward to Sunday!! I just want Thursday and Saturday to be over and done with. Urrrrgh! There's just so so so much to do! Tomorrow, Math hwk due, there's a Chem. Test and at 12.30 there's the Chem Prac! Hopefully, it'll end at 1.30pm as planned. Then is it CCA or Choir Practice? I do not know cause, hehe, decided to skip today's one (was quite hard to decide :P).

SMILE

2004-02-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

TODAY SO FINE!! ;) hehehe my bestf.'s so happy cause he got to talk to his special someone and me? hehehe ;D we smiled and smiled and smiled. eyes-to-eyes. I'm also happy cause MsKaren hugged meeeeee!!! She so tall and I'm such a midget but it was GREAT!! :) She congratulated me for my english grades! :) My breakdown/components? Paper 1: 1, Paper 2: 1 and Orals: 1. Surprising, and yes with a lot

Happy Hari Raya!

2004-02-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

Or isn't it Selamat Hari Raya? Hehe, today was okay...wore my mum's ketat kebaya to my nini's house...hehe. Got called Ratu Kebaya!!! And there was the guy...did I tell u guys...the one I flirted with di Seasons...Haha. Ooops. My debate was okay. I'm working on it with Suhib..hehe. We're doing human traffickin in New Zealand. Hope Syubs goes through it okay tomorrow. Won't be there to support

pink

2004-02-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

HELLO!! Did i mention i got a new watch?! ;) And its pinkkkkkkkkk :D Last Sunday I went out with the girlies, and last night, I went over to Effy's very belated birthday thing. Very nice. Tash, Adib and Hirda were there too. Hirda was first to leave, then I sat with Tashry while Adib watched tv. We talked about.. things. Deep stuff, hehe. Left a lil before 12. I was so tired, didn't sleep for the

Aziemah's postS

2004-02-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

note the postS hehehe, cause she hardly posts!! ;) here goes: *drumroll* lesbians! nyeheheheh!! HAHA shit i'm seriously starting to like that! don's evil laugh. Many things have happened. I'm a lower 6-er. and... heheh. i've been feeling so unbelievably happy this past few days. no apparent reason. but now that i said that, jinxed tia. :P ... AND another post!: Title: - eh eh eh. i

emotions & excitement

2004-01-30T15:54:00.000+08:00

I fcuking cried in school, twice! How embarrassing, and unglam. hehehe :P It was minutes before Chem was about to end, the lab door was left abit ajar, so we could hear the loud conversations going on outside. We heard someone going "Fitri's got 9As" and all hell broke loose! We were shit scared. Phones started ringing, messages were received.. all the excitement, and panic. hehehe :D Then it was

Kambing

2004-01-24T18:54:00.000+08:00

After posting the last entry, I decided to MSN, it's been yonks sonce I last did! So, I went on and I HAD SO MUCH FUN! There was Amal the modelio, Hamiez and CheeHau!!! Then there was also Jepp!! So much fun, esp. talking to the Modelio! :D She so funny!!! I had a hard time finishing even a small can of pepsi cause I was laughing so so hard! :P hehehehe Ahhh MSN yesterday was so fun :D I went

angel

2004-01-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

hey everyone! :) how was CNY's? hehe. I had tons of fun! AND ohhhhh I met that guy who I saw at the New Year's Eve party!! remember?! ;P hehehehe ;) I'm tired. have good, innocent fun you all! :)

bliss?

2004-01-21T16:36:00.000+08:00

Teacher married me off to a guy in class, whose name I wasn't very sure of. Because he is q.u.i.e.t. Teacher randomly chose a guy for some of us girls, she pointed at me, then my partner. I turned around and looked at who she was pointing at. HOMAHGOD! :D shxt? So we sat in front of each other and.. well, we ended up talking! A lot. We had fun hehe :P We're supposed to discuss "our marriage", his

yeah baby

2004-01-19T17:29:00.000+08:00

I AM SO HAPPY, inside. Hehe. I love mangoes. Okay, cut the crap. I haven't got anything to say except I AM HAPPY! lol. And I am still thinking about the confession.. blah. Later.

eye-vee

2004-01-17T23:46:00.000+08:00

I've been lacking sleep! Right this moment, my eyes are so so so so tired.. I spent early Friday morning talking to my best friend on the phone.. and he said the most surprising thing in his confession. Aiyahhh! I'm alright with it because it's happened too many a time so yeah. It's abit diff. now since when we crossed paths at school this morning, we didn't talk much so uhh? TOMORROW'S SUNDAY!!

friday friday friday sunday sunday sunday

2004-01-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

TGIF tmw! This week was such a draggggg! And Chem Prac tadi sucked! I am very muvh looking forward to Sunday!! Then following Thursday's gna be a holiday! Hooray! But I miss the girls so bad, it's just not funny. xoxo.

grrr

2004-01-09T17:25:00.000+08:00

School's been abit on the rough side. Am in the "nerd" class but I might be dropping Physics, if not, will. Personally, I don't see anything wrong with being branded as nerds but there are quite a coupla people who are unhappy about it. Also, when people ask which class are you in? Reply: the nerd class. Then it's followed by a giggle or a tease or a laugh by the question-er. Like, eh? So, wtv.

2004-01-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

Something is seriously wrong with the modem. It's so damn slow. Once ourcomputer even got hacked due to the fact that the hacker's modem was faster than my modem so the norton antivirus could not detect it! So the dude was typing some crap abt the senate and shit while I was online. Creepy! So...it's the new year and we're in Form 6. Time passes by so fast. I made a resolution to be proper, but

recapping

2004-01-07T16:56:00.000+08:00

This is pretty late, but for the fun of it, here goes! 2003: - fifth former - trashed the feeling of immense hatred towards pink - got a pink amry-print bag [<3] - first friendship divorce - got alot closer to my classmates from my "new" class [xoxoxo] - enrolled for tuition classes for the first time in five years, Physics [Thanks Syur! :P] - went out on CNY's instead of stay home or go

late late late

2004-01-07T16:54:00.000+08:00

I am backkkkkkkk! ;) Hope everyone had a ball of a time on both Christmas and New Year's (Eve)! :D I did! On Christmas.. what happened? I don't quite remember but I had the MOST delicious sweet & sour fish, SO YUM! hehe and the mouth-watering & eye-catching log cake! :9 Christmas presents. My best was the necklace from the person who slipped it into my bag in school about a month ago; remember

away; on hol

2003-12-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

shall be back! MERRY CHRISTMAS~ xoxo.

not back from cambridge YET

2003-12-15T21:34:00.000+08:00

go to prom? dont go to prom? hehe, never knew i would be afflicted wth this question. went to Sainsbury and saw the tabloids on the news and i was thinking, oh my god. discrimination towards muslim here would be worse. and the fact that im alone without family would make it worse. hope god can help me. i know he will, have been keeping to my prayers! Ivy, dont feel bad. Never ever blame urself.

informative, hrhr

2003-12-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

Bill Clinton's Biography - heh Clinton Googles Self! - I found this cute, teehee! And I can't believe S. Hussein was caught..

friendship and all that

2003-12-14T17:59:00.000+08:00

It's time! Heehee! Let’s see. I haven't stepped out of the house much because I feel shitty? Feeling fat, being one of the many, many reasons. I went through my first serious friendship divorce earlier this year. I must admit: I am bigheaded AND despise confrontations [I hate to hurt, but I already did] [I am a coward, as much I try to be in denial]. I’m egotistical therefore did not bother to

Freezing to !!!!!

2003-12-12T21:16:00.000+08:00

Ivy! Hey, didn't actually know this thing worked up till; I tried it. HAha, surprisingly, it does, considering the state of the other thingy. I am stranded in the cafe in Cambridge, freezing myself to . Camped out in my friend's room last nite with the other 3. Have a feeling will be doing that tonight, too. Called home last nite. Man, I miss home and the y sun. Tough I didn't tell my

naked

2003-12-09T17:42:00.000+08:00

081203: Sleeeeeeepy. My brother & his kawan were over last night so I ended up crashing at my bro's room and we talked till 4am. 'Twas fun fun fun hehe. We were remeniscing and basically, just having a good laugh! This morning, I woke up earlier than them :P Then tz called before boarding the plane to OZ where he can overdose himself with tanned flesh, lol. ;) We are so good together man, he

french-mwah!

2003-12-06T18:21:00.000+08:00

tz said if I gave him pictures of me and my clse g'friend f-kissing he'd come early from his hol. in OZ, not only that, he'll be my slave for one whole year, i don't hv to bother giving him X'mas & B'day gifts or any gifts for that matter for the next 30yrs andddd he'll fulfil me & my close g'friend's evey bidding. Hoooow can I resist?! lol. It all started when he texted me early morning telling

wardrobe overhaul

2003-12-05T11:26:00.000+08:00

Morrrrrrrning! :) I need a wardrobe overhaul. Hee, where did that come from. Anyways, I just woke up + washed. Handing in my hwk testi is the first thing I'm gon do, cause entah, I been procrastinating.. :P A lil pat on the back for me cause I managed to stay away fom the comp/internet for the whole of yesterday! hooray. hehe, Nabz told me to cause she doesn't want me to 'damage' my eyesight.

tops*pants

2003-12-03T21:09:00.000+08:00

I'm baaaaack. I did shopping that could last me uhhh two/three days, I think. I shopped the whole time while I was away but now? :( I've added only five pants and 3 tops to my wardrobe. Urgh, this never fails to happen. That last time was at least more fruitful, I bought eight tops and four pants, I think. I spent a shitload.. just where did all that moolah go? Hrms. Oh wells. There's always next

Safe Day Prosperous

2003-11-26T01:13:00.000+08:00

The mind wants to sleep, but the eyes don't. Silly, the last time it was the other way round :P IT'S RAYA TODAY!! I guess there's nothing wrong with Raya being today although I had hoped it would fall yesterday. I got to get myself a new adidas top! :) I love ma's new flats. She didn't get me a pair! Boo. But it's alright. I texted almost everyone SELAMAT HARI RAYA just now hehe :) and the most

Spring-cleaner

2003-11-24T17:51:00.000+08:00

I clean the car inside-out once per year. And yup, today is spring cleaning day :) Boy am I tiredddd. I'm gna go out later and pamper myself cos I deserve it!! lol. Oh yeah, I finally forced myself to face the books/papers/junk that I had to put away/throw away/discard sooner or later. Such a dilemma.. I am quite a pack rat you see. So yeah, enough said. The books/papers/junk will never see

holla

2003-11-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

YAY ME. I cancelled all going out plans today and stayed in.. Sleeep. In fact, I am already sleepy now.. Ah, so early! BUt I'll try stay up and wait for, like, my whole fam to come home. I'm home alone.. well, d'oh. Texting with tz atm. Talking about gays, lesbians and couples :) Interrresting. I sleep like a log these days. Sweet. Bah, sleep time. Nights.

Pilot

2003-11-22T21:56:00.000+08:00

I need to recover from the lack of sleep I've been suffering (!!) from. Seeeeriously. I need sleep. NEED, not want anymore. Heh. I just came home awhile ago. Thanks tz for lanja-ing :) he's such a .. Santa Claus. lol. He paid for almost everything today, being the gentleman hat he is.. that's no surprise? hehe. Okay, I should go. Wna talk to Pilot-in-the-making, SYAZWI!! lol. I miss that guy. So,

Christmas

2003-11-22T13:05:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 16TH NAW!! Love you :) School this morning was fun! lol. AND I MANAGED CARRYING THE BOOKS TO THE TOP FLOOR! lol. I left my Chem textbook though. Hrms. While I was helping my friends sort out their books, tz secretly took a pic and coincidentally, Nabzy joined me at lil before that. Haha, and she said, "menyasal ku duduk siring Ivy" lol. Anyways, Ummi's leaving MS next year.. so we wrote

books books books

2003-11-21T22:16:00.000+08:00

OMG! The books I have to return to the school tomorrow morning.. imagine the WEIGHT! 16 books, altogether, piled one on top of the other, standing at a height of 12 inches / 30cm! Sheeeeet. How am I gon manage?! And I think I'm shy of one book, am I supposed to have 16 or 17 books in total? I think it's 16, because I remember returning one of the History textbooks MrsSingh lent me cause I already

OAG- Old Automatic Garbage?

2003-11-21T04:05:00.000+08:00

I am.. exhausted. I hope I don't feel like sh-t later. Date. And I feel like showering NOW. Oh that OAG group from Malaysia.. the vocalist is so.. adorable? hehe, he so reminds me of Azeeeeem!! The good old times, last year! He gets me all flattered and stuff, lol. He thinks I look Jap.. lol. I miss him heaps. Moving on.. I seriously need to pay some, of not more, attention to my physical self.

Smell of Freedom

2003-11-21T01:08:00.000+08:00

<191103> FREEDOM, I'M SMELLING IT -- BREATHING IT.. while tz was eating it! :D 8.55pm: I just came home.. after the exams, my folks dropped me off at Gdg. (in my uniform =/), so I GOT TO SEE THE WORLD! haha, I am making no sense here. I loveeee Vincent, he's such a sweet little brother. He takes good care of me, haha. And his PMB results, I'll get him something. Anyways, THANKS HEAPS TO JEEMAH

In the words of Osmena MacArthur...

2003-11-18T11:09:00.000+08:00

I shall be back return (tomorrow).

I can see thru' you~

2003-11-14T13:14:00.000+08:00

Well, what dyou knowww? TWO MORE EXAM DAYS. lol. Countdown :) After Wednesday, 191103, 4.15pm, the 'O's will be HISTORY with the last paper, HISTORY II. Haaaaa. Later, I plan to just sleeeeeeeeep my whole afternoon/evening away or go out. I've been getting enough sleep, really. I don't work as hard as I did in the Qualifyings. Too lazy.. worn-out. DOG-TIRED. Nevermind. I might be going to school

Blues~

2003-11-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

I am in no mood to revise, SHITNESS. I give up so bloody easily, I hate it. I wish I had the brains. Fuq. I .. nevermind. Exams are the pitsssss~

Pink-coloured kitty cat

2003-11-06T16:41:00.000+08:00

SIX MORE DAYS!! Howdyyyyyyy! Yes, 7 days down, 6 more to go! :) My back hurts! I think I moved around the most tadi in the exam hall. I had to strettttch! 1hr to finish 40 MCQs. Ugh. I'm glad it's over. I forgot to mention my brother bought me a pink-coloured kitty for a late birthday present :D I love it :D I'm now waiting for a text. So we can go jalan. Happy weekend-ing everyone!