Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Procrastination and Distraction 11:49 PM ;

Me and ziemah, well actually I told aziemah, maybe it would be a good idea to make use of this waste of space after all. :)
And so, let's see if it works. :D

No more are we in lower six, *sniff sniff* oh I do miss those days. But now we have been sent off to UK and are undergraduates; poor, stressed out, but loving-life, undergraduates. Lucky for those first years. I, on the other hand, have to start pulling up my socks and keep telling myself that first year is gone. Time to study harder for second year.

Hence the title: Procrastination and Distraction. Haha.

So anyway. My university lecturers have this secret plot to make our Easter Holidays utterly similiar to term time. "Easter Holidays" is just a hoax, a facade used to cover up the "time to complete all leftover essays over the term and burn midnight oil for the exams that are coming up" time. Gila man. Seriously. And it's not like our lecturers pity us and try to make the load easier on us, no... They just come up and tell us on the last week (okay, fine 2nd last week, I skipped my last week) of term that they would like to assign us essays during "Easter Holidays". Wheepee. And no, it's not like a 1500-2000 word essay that other normal universities seem to assign their students, but 3,000 - 4,000 word essays.

I should never have taken Politics and International Relations. Eeeeeee. And so, when one does not feel like doing the last minute assigned essays during their "Easter Holidays", Procrastination and Distraction takes over.

Seriously, I've been so busy and distracted. And it's not like I want to be busy, okay, maybe a little. London was hectic. There was the IC BNight I had to help out in, the BruNotts Game I had to play in, the High Comm visit, Maulud Nabi that BSU had to organize and other, ahem, social events. Teehee. And I do try to squeeze in studying! Okay, maybe once, with Hanif, who I shall recommend to anyone, is an excellent studying buddy. But aside from that I have been lazy actually, flipping through channels in my sister's room and whiling my time away at Tete a Tete. Tsk tsk.

Actually, right now, I think I might be writing a 3000 -4000 words blog. Eeeek. Maybe I should spend all that energy on my Strategy essay. Wish me luck. Blow those Procrastination and Distraction blues away!

~syu.

Monday, March 05, 2007

hehehehhhhh 1:17 AM ;

hey =)
i just need to update cos i didn't want the last post on this dead site to be a such a downer. i wonder if any of you 2 have ever considered deleting some of your posts, or indeed in ireve's case, delete the whole blog? heh.

i guess with blogs, what you've written, once you've written them is out there for the world to see. regardless if they're actually seen, but you've lost control over the privacy of your thoughts. i know, you wouldn't wanna write something which you really don't want other people to know, but aside from considering the whole purpose of a blog, sometimes you just need to write. just write and let the world know you're suffering in some way.

only a few more months left before we go back home. this is my first time not going home for the whole academic year, and it's been alright.

i hope warwick and reading are enjoying having the two of you.
i hope great weather's coming.

i need to apologise to someone. i'm not gonna say the name here, and the person will probably never get to read it =), but.
i'm sorry, you know. really sorry. i don't even know whether i really did something wrong, maybe i did in some way, or maybe i just did something which you thought was wrong and actually wasn't, but i want to say i'm sorry.
i know i mostly brought it on myself. i couldn't help it.
i would elaborate more, but anything i say would seem overwhelmingly inadequate to me, so i'm just going to leave it at that.

it's monday again tomorrow. this week seemed to have passed by so fast. actually this whole first year at uni thing has seemed like that. scary, really.

i am in dire need of bruneians. hehe. the last Bnight rehearsal at BH's on tonight, in 15 mins, and i guess i won't be there.

i've done so many wrong things the past several years. i know it's pointless to be overconcerned abt them cos you can't turn back time, and all i should do is think of the present and future, but regret can be so numbing. (saying 'numbingly painful' would have been too dramatic. and confusing? =))

bye for now, swankyky.

~aziemah

Friday, December 23, 2005

Brunei Darussalam 9:12 PM ;

Back to Brunei for XMas holidays!

Nyahehehe, how is the cold wintry wind there in UK? While we here bask in the warm sunshine? :p

Brunei hasn't changed much, except for the construction along the Airport Road and the new blue signs at my nearest roudabout. The country is still serene, quiet and filled with people bumming around.

Or our friends bumming around. Lucky people. Beah is off at Singapore, Don to Philippines. And some working at Baiduri Banks and some lazing at home watching DVDs on their laptops like Zah and hanging out.

Spent the first week with my cousins - we did some crazy things. :)

And I finally got over my jet lag!

But no... I'm catching up on my reading as much as I can and preparing for exams in 5 months and a Sociology quiz on the first week of term. Humph. Just received my test results, and they weren't so satisfactory.

But...catching up with everything has been great. Met Don, and passed him the gift and he liked it, well at least it looked like he did. Hope he did. Uhoh. In any case, I still think me and Ziemah did a good job in choosing it. Although it took years. And catching up with the guys tomorrow over breakfast. And caught up with Nina that day. So all's been good.

Except for my waistline and its sudden capability to expand at a steep rate. Yuck. Blame the food. Good food - free food.

:) Can't wait to get back to UK and get back into life. At the same time I wouldn't mind lazing around more and watching more O.C. :) Love love!

~syu.

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Us. 11:42 PM ;

Ziemah came over last weekend, and she told me to check out the blogs. (We had a great time that weekend though, picking Don's prezzie out and whatnot. Hope he loves it.)

So I did check it out and everything else and I realised how 'ketinggalan' we've been. The blogs still refer to us as lower 6s in Maktab Sains. Gosh. Makes you think how long ago was that. What happened during those years? What were we like? How was Brunei like? What trend was in? What song did everyone hum along to? Which guy in school did all the girls set their eyes on? Just trying to establish the situation then and juxtapose it with the present. Wow. A whole lot has changed hasn't it?

Now we aren't really those girls clad in the white uniforms and tudongs are we? No more do we complain about the boring classes and keep up with the gossip of all the teachers and students. No more do we giggle in the hallway childishly when this 'hot' guy passes by. No more do we lug our books to school at 7am in the morning! Or sit in the auditorium trying to continue talking in hushed tones after being reprimanded by the MPs. Makes us wonder how was life then? Did we live life to its fullest moment? Did we grab every oppurtunity that passed our way? Could we have ended up differently?

Sigh. :)

But that was then and this is now. Nope, we aren't really those high school kids anymore. But we came out well. Proud of us three. Man have we ended up well. And hopefully continue to strive. For those days won't return anymore and time will still continue to pass us by.

So, I think we should continue to make the most of the moment and take a certain break from life now and then and mull over the past and our happy moments. Well, right now I have to MAKE THE MOST OF MY MOMENT and complete my Sociology Essay. What happened to the simple 600 word essays? Why is it 1500 words now? Ridiculous. Haha.

So lots of love and may we flower as beautiful ladies, exactly how we are and are meant to be.

Lots of love, hugs and kisses,
Asyura

~syu.

Saturday, July 02, 2005

schoooool 10:52 PM ;

i was online and i just realised we have a blog site. like i completely forgot. when i checked it out, it seemed like we all forgot! so little umm, blogs. hehe. so i figured i'll brighten this place up a bit. where's the lampu? hahahaha. uhrhr.
had cross country today. it was fun. my throat is hoarse from screaming. seriously, laksamana needs more enthusiasm. no worries, i still love my house and those adorable juniors. we got last though. humph. no biggie.
my cat is adorable. like seriously. cuteeee. and naughty.
Alevels coming up in november. dont think im ready to be all geared up again, having sat for my Alevels in June. oh well. its like having to drill in as much energy and attention i put in for my june's once again, with little energy left. its sooooo exhausting.
and im not so sure with my UCAS applications and i have to photocopy all my certificates and have it chop-chopped (haha, according to izyan an me.)
so you two take care and have fun and dont study too hard. and i just realised how effective exercising is, so we should all stick to doing that too. hehe. muahhhuggerz.

~syu.

Monday, January 24, 2005

DEAD 9:53 PM ;

Just realised that this site is close to extinction. We need to give life to it once more. Hehe. Missing you two over there. Do take care and don't eat too much. Later, you cannot fit the airplane seat when you're coming back. Payah tia, sikit. :p uhrhr. Take care babes.

~syu.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

FOOD 4:20 PM ;

i want an appetite! haha. does that make sense? i want to eat home food; food i've been craving for. but since i came home, i havent had a real meal. and today is my 5th day already! gila kali. everytime i eat something, i wna throw up. EW! and i've already had sushi.. but im not satisfied! even california maki didnt do the trick! :S

the girls will be boarding the plane in an hour, i should think. and arriving tmw morning. i can wait! i feel so empty. and ive been out everyday, it doesnt even feel like i've been here for 5 days sudah! sigh. i dont wna go backkkkkkkkkkkk. i wna stay here forever! INDA MAU BALIK! :(

i wna stay i wna stay i wna stay! inda siuk sana atu. boring. okay so i admit the shopping is great. but. i dont wna be there for too long! like mot says, why cant we have doraemon's pintu hati.. or is that what its called? like you can just open the door and come home anytime or something. basically, just reduce the distance between there and home. UGH!

tuesday night, yng, tash and i plus any others who can make it, we gna go have sushi! yay! :D i miss yng! and najaa!

i cant wait to see the girls tmw!

~eyevee